Skarlit to my Albion Moonlight; She Is My Law

22 Oct

She was brought to me. At 22 she held a kind of charming, graceful confidence that was meant to propose a more sophisticated version of her character that ended up a compellingly inverse display of its intent. I was captivated. Coming off the tail of a recent romantic failure, well, let’s not say failure, but at least hindrance to getting full grasp of the gift of her, or, rather, the ability to declare such a grasp. She didn’t care or even make mention of my shortfall, she just stuck, and she stuck, and she stuck, right by me, beyond my hard guard of heart, beyond my masks for fear and hesitant pain, she knew. She knew way before me, she had the vision that originated us. I only saw the crescent; but Skarlit saw the whole of the moon. Angel to my intrepid demons, instrument to my song, the deliverance of an ideal I had previously only hoped to realize, an ideal to whom all others before and after would be compared and pale.

And how on earth could I lose her, let her be lost or fail her grace, you must ask. Pure and complicated stupidity, density; the better masks of shortcomings, fear, undeserving man’s complex… over and over lamenting her absence with only the feeblest attempts to make known to her that which had not been known… that she was the one… the one that got away, or so I thought. The universe, God, providence all work in the most “magical” way sometimes. It is no mystery why the Celtic devotion to the ethereal, the mystic, the poetic profundity of spiritual love is at the center of our millennea of searching and finding soul twins, anam Cara, for we are the ones branded in eternity by the fulfillment of that purpose of existence. She knew that. And so did I. But I would have to break myself, and regrettably test the stamp of centuries and calculated mystical love that joined us in order to crack myself open and break through to the acquired obsolete gristle and dreck that if I didn’t would always hold me short of loving her to rightful capacity. It’s a haunting roll of dice, throw of runes and gamble this soul of mine chose to push us into, the meaning of which will come to pass and be revealed. 

As I have always trusted her better leading of our souls to union, the greater purpose, the infinity of our hearts’ song, anything short of owning my ability to grab hold of her and carry and nurture her, and us, and be the man she is made for and deserves would ever be an intolerable disgrace to the God that made us for one another. She has always known that man, whereas I had yet to find him in me and only by the call, and needful demand of her essence to bring me to be that which she knew I would be. Skarlit is the trigger to the Godshot that has guided me to a comprehension of love, honor, integrity and honesty that I could never have otherwise known. And the light of her eyes, her smile that cracks open the sky, her laugh that shores up the convivial deficit in any room, her tears that bring our angels to weep and her hold that would assure this weary man of his true purpose in her are only the beginning of what Skarlit is for Albion. She is a law. She is my law.

Lewandowski Fires Sarah Swain for Misrepresentation of Her Intentions

6 Oct

Former #MarineSgt #USAVeteran #KristofferLewandowski has fired attorney, #KansasLawyer #SarahSwain. According to supporting validated sources and #KrisLewandowski, in July, 2015, #Swain announced she was handling the case on a pro bono basis but then privately demanded thousands of dollars from Lewandowski. Also, it was erroneously reported that Swain had gotten charges against the former Marine dismissed last year. Months later, Swain demanded $20,000 from Lewandowski who had, based on Swain‘s representations, stopped raising funds for the case. Swain then had Lewandowski plead guilty to a felony, told him not to tell people about the plea and to leave the up to 5 year sentencing decision up to the Oklahoma court. Saddled with a felony and facing 5 years in an Oklahoma prison, Lewandowski has fired Swain and will seek to withdraw the plea through new counsel. Commenting on the issue, California attorney Matthew Pappas said, “We are looking for counsel to represent Kris in Oklahoma. We were shocked to find out that money was paid and inappropriate things done despite a completely false set of public announcements by his former lawyer.” Several public interest support groups including Patients Out of Time, the Human Solution International and the Weed for Warriors Project are helping to find counsel for Lewandowski prior to his October 19 sentencing hearing.

Brent David Fraser, first 5 minutes of a 1 hr interview in bonus features of the film Dark Side of Genius DVD, about his WHOLE CAREER, & Secrets no one knew.

5 Sep

#BrentDavidFraser, first 5 minutes of an hour long interview in the bonus features of the film #DarkSideOfGenius DVD (#ScorpionReleasing), a full hour talk about his WHOLE CAREER, and some Secrets nobody knew. This clip is a great first story of how, as a teenager, he decided to follow his dreams in the Entertainment Industry, with the nudge of then friend, now deservedly successful actor, #BillyBurke. #CathyHenderson #ClassOf1999 #TheChocolateWar  #FinolaHughesBDF Finola Kiss

I Wanted You, Oh Angela

30 Aug

I wanted you, you were “the one”,

If any I could have,

I wanted to live, live in your sun,

And right that I should have,

I wanted to love, love without pause,

Best that I would have,

I wanted peace, peace for our cause,

Like all of the good have,

Now all want is that you’ll look at me,

With some of the magic that you used to see,

As back in the days when I was a knight, 

And you were my Princess, and love was our light,

Back then what I wanted brought fear, I was haunted, 

I’m begging that now this will last…

I want what can never be lost,

and never be past…

Oh, Angela, oh Angela, oh Angela…


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We self identify, we come to a relationship of belief in those artists who show us themselves and in so doing show us ourselves and by that road what we invest of our thought dreams in that depth of our spirit water is proportionate to what we accept from the collective self. In that way, david Bowie becomes a gift from ourselves to ourselves and from us he accepts the gift of himself to his greater freedom too.

Needs Outgrown by Free Choice, by #BDF

3 Jul

There comes a point in some relationships, past struggles, insecurities, fighting the reflections we see in each other to finding the openness to feel safe saying, “y’know, you are right about that, and I’m glad you had the courage to tell me and raise my consciousness”, and the two of them right there leap out lightyears past the mere NEED of one another that hides honesty behind fearful masks, and turns into a union by conscious loving CHOICE. The needy part gets outgrown and new freedom within chooses the other person, rather than need. ‪#‎BDF‬

The Only Fight, by #BDF

30 Jun

There’s only one fight worth fighting and it’s the fight for love… and you don’t fight your lover, you fight whatever it is inside you that through fearful lack of attunement, misperceptions and avoidance gains a larger stake on love’s ground than your humble appreciation, kindness and desire for continued growth and change as a team all for each other. ‪#‎BDF‬

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